Not sure why I thought being pregnant would be different, and
yet I was so hoping I was That Pregnant lady!
You know who I am talking about… It’s the pregnant lady who
is “glowing,” and super active. She is
the one who goes to Yoga every day and still makes dinner for her family and
keeps her house clean.
Basically… it is the perfect mom, only pregnant. Not
sure why I thought I would be that lady, but I am having a hard time coping
with the fact that I am NOT her.
My laundry still isn’t down, the Yoga DVD I bought 2 weeks
ago is still un opened, We have eaten out for the past week because I have been
too exhausted to brave the grocery store.
I am the mom who sends her 5 year old to school in the same
outfit she wore yesterday because it is the one she slept in.
I slept most of the day Sunday, and still feel like I haven’t
slept in weeks. I have a sinus headache
that won’t go away no matter how many times I use my NediPot.
All I really want to do is crawl back into bed and emerge in
May, just in time to hold my little baby.
But for now, I just push through each day with the promise
of my comfy bed waiting for me when I get home… and my adorable 5 year old waiting
to tuck me in snug, right before she crawls in bed with me and turns on a
movie.
Only 163 days to go!
